I kinda have this fetish thing over dark tall guys rather than the jambu look ones, and seriously I don't like buncit guys..minta maaf hehe.. but my sister kinda have that slight prediction that I will meet my future husband this year. She told me that my future husband is not dark and chinese look and I haven't met him yet. She told me bout this last year. I'm so freaking out this year..lebih2 lagi when I convinced myself that mr SH was the guy for me..eventhough I know the fact that I knew Mr SH for two years before we decide to have that 'serious' relationship and ended up in disastrous.
Last week my roommate back in matriculation called me. We had a 1hour and 40 minutes full conversation..wehuu I missed that..then we start talking bout my first love mr K..I heard that he's already engaged...a few days after I suddenly bumped into mr K at the train station..seriously?yeah until now I still can't believed that it actually happen. The last time I saw him was about 2 years ago. Masa jumpa tu tak nak nervous pulak kan..haih..
So, it that mr dreamguy is really my husband? For the record, point 1: dia muncul after several istikharah prayers I performed, point 2: He's not dark, height maybe lower than 180 and not that skinny/lean..maybe a little berisi la...senang cite langsung bukan taste saya..point 3: I bumped in to my first love, what coincidence or perkaitan that has do to with that? point 4: my sis said that I never met him..and yes the guy in my dreams is someone I never met..hmm..weird..if I could draw a picture of him I would.. tapi saya memang xpandai melukis.
I guess thats it...I'm nearly 23 and most of my post focuses on marriage..da gatal sangat ke?Honestly, thinking about marriage makes me a little scared. I remembered that Tasya once said that marriage is not something that we can take it easy, we have to be fully prepare, devoted, I mean we're talking about spending the rest of your life with him right
|I hope this doesn't happen :p|