Friday, September 30, 2011

Turning 22...comparing the life going experience

It has been a week since I started with the busy schedule college life. Looking at freshies made me think about the time that I used to be one of them. Wearing baju kurung, hanging student ID  all the time and waiting for buses and the "gatai" moment where we would adore seniors so much. aduih klaka lak bila fikir balik. Now being a third year student and new students are over our university's expectation force us to combine sections (each class has 2 sections) with a quite small lecture room has really made us rushing to sit at the front. Because once  you sit at the back there would be hearing trouble and sight problem. Hearing is a fact because lecturers don't use microphones but sight trouble would best be pointed at girls. I mean u just have to stand up to look in front, and then when u feel like giving up doing that u would rather borrow someone's note or do nothing and start to mind your own business. Feel like a waste of time going to class without any input. So the best solution: COME EARLY AND GET A BEST PLACE.

The kind of atmosphere we have to go through these past few weeks

squeezing in during class

oh yeah, if some people didn't notice, I'm officially 22!! mesti ramai  tak percaya kan3 haha. Well being 22, what difference do I have compared to my friends with the same age? Here are some examples, my childhood  and playground friend Azizah, she got a job straightly after school,bought her own car and just got married on 12 june (which I didn't attend her wedding reception due to some issues. so sorry) and now expecting her first child. Amin, our dads worked on the same floor and I've literally known him since I was 8 and we sort of like to race who gets the best results and definitely in the end he won after I beat him from UPSR to PMR. He eventually traveled a lot of countries including around Europe and throughout Asia. Currently he's studying in France majoring in engineering (same field as our dads eyh hehe). Hilal asyraf, an ex-student from sekolah rendah islam hidayah, now a famous writer and his writings are throughout the international markets. My high school classmate Izzati, currently in here third year of her degree in UITM, also just got married with a senior which is also in the same school as us and the best thing is their wedding is fully supported by both of their parents!!!how cool is that?either way I prefer preparing my own wedding with our own money. tapi kalau ade orang nak sponsor ape salahnya kan hehe.

See how different experiences people can go through in life. Itu orang kata rezeki kan. Sometimes I keep comparing my life and others and express the jealousy on how they can be so lucky while I still live in a nutshell. I can't stop from comparing my life to others. I know that each people have their own different lives. Work hard and  always pray to GOD to seek help and forgiveness. InsyAllah apa yang kita nak dimakbulkan olehNYA.

Speaking of  birthdays, mine was not the  fancy celebration stuff. The party thing was way primary school time. The first and last time I held a birthday party when I was 9. The rest of year was just a little celebration with the family. Last week I finally met tasya at UKM and I spent a night there at kolej keris mas. Honestly I really felt the whole college life there compared to UTeM due to the fact that all students lived in hostels and the various courses there. Tasya and her friend went giggling when I told her about different attitudes that students have according to courses. Something like, if you see how an engineering student and an art student talk, true that people have different attitudes and actions across their surroundings. I've been studying in a major engineering school for three years now and I've noticed those differences. and I didn't mention all of them.kang ada yang nak berdebat ngan aku. I'm just saying.

Oh man this post seems too long. Just imagine it took me like three days to complete this post. I better wrap it up with pictures then

 24 SEPTEMBER 2011: the four of us attend my aunts open house at bandar baru bangi. After that we decided to go sightseeing at putrajaya.

ice cream with syira (classmate at kmph), tasya and syira's roomate, ika. syira's treat :)

purplelicious day
paisley shawl: bought at kuantan for rm8
top: tized
chiffon layered maxi skirt:  bought online from moddy's
shoes: Ruccini's wedges

camwhoring as usual

25 SEPTEMBER 2011: me attending neighbors open houses and off to malacca

pashmina: dad bought it at India in 2002 way before the pashmina comeback
kebaya shear cardi: cousins giveaway. it is actually wore with sleeveless satin maxi dress but since  I didn't have time to alter the length of the dress so I wore it with black inner and maxi skirt
the 2 in 1 occasion. my uncle's birthday  is 2 days after mine.(pelik la cmne leh xrotate ni)

me and mom

nice present from a nice person. Thanx topek!!! its been a while since the last time I've received presents.  oh just for a thought, we're not dating!!we're just good friends :)

I guess thats all for this 3-day period of time writing. One of the reasons why it took so long for me to write is the limited internet coverage and the hectic schedule. I'll try to make improvements of my schedule. Inspiring people such as Aiman Azlan and Anwar Hadi also undergo busy college life yet they manage to blog, vlog and maintain good results in studies. So no such reasons as " ala xde masa la" or alasan2 sampah for not updating my blog. I write for myself. I kinda admit that I loved writting. Just have to find time doing it.

Oh ya, this week tasya is coming over here in Malacca!! She asks me to bring her to interesting places yet not well-known or crowded and I know just the place!!

p/s: pictures are kinda blur, didn't 
bring a camera that time so I just use my samsung wave phone :)

Friday, September 16, 2011


I don't know whats gone in to me. Tapi aku nak luah kan semua kat sini. Its my first week of my 5th semester. I've always get excited for my upcoming semester but not this time. Problems keep trembling day by day. Since  we're 3rd year students so we no longer provided with hostels and the house currently I'm living is quite expensive for a single-storey and non furnished and this really bugs me. But on the other side, its really near to my class. A 10 minute walking distance perhaps. Before I used to save money, and mostly I spent them on expensive foods rather than expensive clothes but now I have to REALLY SAVE. Well bye2 to secret recipe's delightful cakes,fast food outlets and delicacies in jusco. I also have to limit my money on buying books so what I do is buy second hand ones from seniors and merajinkan diri pergi library. I just noticed there's a new library at the 2nd floor of my faculty. Imagine how 'up to date' I am with the university facilities :p. Secondly for this semester I decided to take extra credits therefore I have to rearrange my class schedule. To summed that up, from monday to tuesday my class starts at 8 until 7!! and we only have a one hour gap between 1-2. Thinking that we have to rush up for asar prayers and off to next class really brings the uncomfyness(no such word. I made that up haha).

Thirdly, mom ask me to come over to KL this week. Then I told her that I've meet up with tasya (an old friend at matriculation and currently studying in UKM) before going there. As soon as I reached bangi, mom called and asked me to directly go to melawati with my uncle. Honestly its kinda frustrating as we planned to meet up a month ago and I don't know if we are able to meet again as she has to attend lots of field works on weekends that limits the time we can meet up. Last week I can't even visit my ex-roommate mastura at sg buloh. So now I'm stuck at melawati doing nothing. I forgot to bring books along so I guess thats a bonus point for the boredom. Thanks to my laptop and broadband for bringing my day up. At least there is something I can do. At this point I totally felt like mom has been treating me like I'm still in kindergarten. It's ok mom. I'm capable of doing things alone.

Maybe I'm not in her shoes. Because I'm not yet a mother and married so I may have no right to judge someone like that. There's a time where mothers can't accept the fact that their children are all grown up. you know what I mean right.

There's so much I wanna write but I'm total lost of words. I kept scrolling up and down thinking of my next  sentence. Oh man where's the adlin who knows how to write without getting any grammatical errors? does that adlin even exists?

Below are pictures of  my previous semester. just something I wanna put as to not make this post too bored to read :)

half of my class. this was taken at esso refinery,our industrial visit

dynamics lab

our faculty rooftop. u see the cloud?yeah its gonna rain heavily

TIG welding. my eyes had serious injury a few hours after I performed eyes turned red devil and tears can't stop dripping. safety first!!bare that in mind

tire changing session

metal cutting or perhaps muscle building hehe

fiber glass making

Speaking of this boring weekend, my sister tried to persuade me to join her meet up with her office mate at KLCC tomorrow. I didn't really given her an answer. rasa malas sangat sebenarnya. facing the pack of sardines of klcc  and train...haih...and the same night is taman melawati's official J-15 open road. loads of food. my favorite!!!sapa xsuka makan kan?

lets just see how my weekend goes on.....bored or not is something that I can't decide..hmm...

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Gonna miss you..HOME

 It's nearly the end of my 7 weeks holiday before I start a new semester. Seeing most of my friends that can't wait to start a new semester after a whole 4 month holiday really makes me like 'arghh!!!' kinda  feeling. This is due to my 10 weeks of in-house training right after my final paper. I admit it is beneficial learning new stuffs that previous students don't have the opportunity to do so but I'm glad that I can spend the whole fasting month at home. Totally worth it!! here's some pictures a week before ramadan straightly taken after my in-house training.

breakfast at Everly hotel..first dish

second dish..still thinking why do they serve these kind of food in the morning?oh well telan je la

my sister said that I look like a hamster in this pic coz my mouth was loaded with  food ..


saying hello to a new friend?(yeah I bought these 2 little hamsters at Malacca and this is the first time I brought them here in kuantan). The first 3 days my cats were so amused by them. asal masuk je nak tgk. After a week they kindly ignored them an continue minding their own business.

baskin robbin's ice cream cake. I was a little curious so I bought a piece that cost me rm11.50 (expensive!!) and shared it with  lil' my brother and sis. The taste was so-so. not craving for that again

dinner with  pak lang and the family. His special treat for his upcoming retirement.

well after nearly a week we left home for eid and we arrived home on monday so I only got 4 days here before going back to bangi and malacca for the next day. Some of my friends are already at college busy with orientation for new students and some of us are just hoping to stay longer at home. Oh well I just have to bare in mind that I'm a student and holding responsibilities for the country, family and the future. ok itu ayat serius xleh blah :p

Here are pics of my last days at home. Ok why do I feel like I'm studying abroad?Its just Malacca, a 4 hour driving distance la adlin!!!
what I wore:
pashmina: sister's
top: cousin's giveaway
skirt:  bought at a boutique in kuantan for rm15 (thank u sale!!)
at besties place, ateh

tutti fruiti with bro to end the hot day

raya with the albazirgan's family. My neighbour from Iraq. Anas (on my right) can speak malay fluently while his mother and brother needs a little more practice

By the way I'm not officially declaring my blog as a fashion blog, I just wanna share to readers out there (kalau ada la kan) how to style up without spending much money for expensive clothes and stuff.

Till we meet again my dear blog  XOXO

Tuesday, September 6, 2011


 There's a difference between my mother and father's side of the family. I don't know whether its the culture difference between negeri sembilan and selangor or is it just us. I'm more closed with cousins from moms side probably because we had a lot of family gatherings and I once heard that negeri sembilan's culture that likes to have family gathering even for little events. Its proven when I asked most of my friends which are originally from negeri sembilan and yeah it seems that we're not the ones with the whole gather thing.

Speaking of wacky and cheerful, I seriously don't know how to describe these pictures below. Wacky, cheerful, cool? hmm...
I admit I'm quite of a cam whore in the family. I think all of us are. but we all like to make weird poses instead of the 'skema' look and smile. Something like making the picture look alive, u know what I mean. 

oh, forgot to state that these pictures are from 3rd and 4th day of raya

what I wore
satin shawl: bought at some place in shah alam
shirt: parkson for rm10
pants:  old collection
cardi: old collection

 I guess this style didn't really work on me

my mom and cheerful aunties

is acu  trying the 'loser' or tongkat ali pose?confuse hehe

they got duit raya!!


taken at kuala pilah. The lake back there always get our attention

at tok anjang's(my late grandma's brother) place. u see even they're super cheerful
the face that we suppose to promote istana menanti


at masjid kariah, paroi ,seremban right after  we performed maghrib prayers

pheww....thats a lot of pictures ay... I love my family.always stick together facing obstacles in life. lets hope we remain this bond we built for generations to come. ok ayat kebanyakan aku da guna. lost of words now.