Chinese New Year Holidays

I finished my finals on 14 january but I'd stayed in malacca for a couple of days before deciding to follow my uncle at bangi going back to kuantan. The first day we arrived kuantan, mom brought us to sungai lembing, located 30 mins from kuantan. This was a historical place, tin ore mine was the business. the place is kinda rural as the nearest petrol station is 40 mins ahead but the view is great, the people are so welcoming and there's this stall which serves the best mee jawa in town!!kat kuantan pon xde sesedap macam ni.

Then the next day we went to kemaman to eat satar at the famous aziz satar stall(as far as I know literally the stall is not owned by aziz satar the actor) in kuala kemaman and my aunties bought some losong or best known as keropok lekor to bring back to selangor.

alolo comeynyer la aina ni

went breakfast at teluk chempedak before gerak

On the third day, the same day we headed back to bangi, we went to my late grandma's sister in sungai koyan, raub. Oh man jalannya sangat teruk and pening pale. Wan induk yeng or her real name is inche yang bt kani married an army officer mom said that they lived in raub after her husband retired. Oh and her grandson which is also my second cousin was my senior at UTeM and now he's pursuing his masters at UTHM.

1st..formal dulu..

2nd..angkat tgn reramai!!tu je yg terfikir hehe

with my cousin fikri yang byk tolong ku masa 1st year kat utem..that time he was on his last year

sepesen je dua beradik  ni

otw balik singgah solat kt masjid around bentong xsilap..semasing la ai..

A Letter to My Husband

 Di malam penuh kejiwangan ini tiba-tiba  saya decide untuk menulis sebuah coretan pada suami saya:

dear mr husband,


I know my words would freak you out since I wrote this letter before we even got married. So maybe some of these content may or may not be true or what so ever. I thought about this for some quite time. Here's a list of things that I would like to say to you.

1) You maybe someone that I have met or never met or maybe someone that we met on short notice before we decided to get married. I don't know who you are but definitely we will meet as husband and wife and I had a great feeling that we're gonna be best friends.

2) I may not be perfect and I hope you will accept me for who I am but please do remind me if I've made a mistake and hopefully I will do the same too. I would most likely to perform prayers as jemaah with you whenever we have the opportunity to do so.

3) As you know a women can sometimes be very sensitive. I have been going through hardships since my teenager years until now I have to do part time jobs and study at the same time to survive in my university life since I don't apply loans and get scholarships. Plus my family problems is getting more and more complicated and I don't know when it will end. Forgive me if I cried a lot. Usually I would cry alone in the car or in my room.And sometimes I would called a friend and chat while bursting in tears. Like this one time I hold back my tears after tried to persuade my lecturer to pass my exams after I spent a whole night doing everything I can to pass my exams like redo the final paper, redo tutorials and example questions just to get an addition of 7 marks to pass. Can't imagine to repeat the paper that is disgustingly awful. But government institutions are not the same as private ones where you can just retake the paper rather than going through the whole semester. So nak tak nak terpaksa jugak la amek paper tu semula. Dengan kecewanya  masuk dalam kereta then terus nangis. Its kinda frustating when you put your effort on getting something but your effort seems pointless. I hope that you could comfort me in your arms saying that everything is gonna be alright or something like "hey, as long as I'm here u'll be ok".

4) I don't have many reliable friends. At school I was the timid and shy one. The worst memory I had during my school days when i got isolated by my friends after one of my 'reliable' one spitted out my greatest secret. That's when I realised that I should not trust someone too much and the theory of 'bestfriend' is somewhat nonsense. I hope you can change my perception.


5) You know what. I'm pretty good at massaging skills especially chiropractic. I learnt this myself after seeing my dorm mates doing it. Then my mom was the first person which I can 'asah2' my skills. Till now people would knock on my door asking me to massage their back. I'll be glad to massage you whenever you feel tense after a hard day at work :)


6) I may don't have the full requirements to be a perfect wife but I will try to strive for perfection


7) I like travelling, taking pictures of places and stuff. and of course, shopping!! who doesn't right?(ok maybe its best stated to women) but don't worry, i don't mind going shopping alone. It would be pity seeing you following me around checking out stuff. Unless you like shopping, that's a bonus for me. The travelling part, sight seeing, visiting new places oh so interesting, fun and adventure. Lets travel together dear ^_^

8) What's your favourite dish?mine's lemak cili api and ayam masak merah and the fastest dish that I can cook is mushroom cream soup hehe..but don't worry,since  now that I have someone to take care of other than myself I'll promise  I cook for dinner straightly after I get back home ok honey.


9) You know how chocolate can decrease someone's stress emotion. I used to loved chocolate back then but somehow chocolate doesn't seem to be my best friend now. Usually when I'm feeling stress or emotionally down I'll drove myself somewhere and bought 'other' sweet things such as vanilla ice cream, blueberry muffin, cheese tart, cheese cake and sometimes even smoothies and will sit in the car alone for like 20 minutes and calm myself down. Please let me stop (or at least slow me down) from this unusual habit. I'm worried bout my sugar level even though the fact I fear gemukness.

10) I'm a family lover. I enjoy gathering and eat dinner together. So how's your family?is your mom and dad well? I hope they like me. I don't mind getting a day off accompanying you at your home town. That's something I should do right?

my wish list is too long. maybe 20% who reads this thinks that this is rubbish. Well it is something I hope my future husband will read. maybe in the future we'll be reading it together while laughing. oh there's one thing  I wanna tell you:



 Most importantly, I want you to know that I will love you as much as you will love me, my best friend, the father of my children, my soulmate :)

Recap 2011

Things I've experienced and learn from different situations I've gone through. Some of them are sweet, unforgettable memories and some of them are unbearable pain. These are my picks:

1. Zainab and Hashim's annual family gathering at Port Dickson. A three day well organised family program.

aerobic in the morning

"showing -off" our t-shirts

performed subuh,magrhib and isya' prayers secara jemaah 

rumah api tanjung tuan 

2. I'm an animal lover. Especially any furry animals. Kalau katak tu memang geli la kan. Since I really2 miss my cats at home so I decided to buy a hamster despite the fact that I find it quite hard to keep a cat at my rental house coz I'm afraid it would irritate my housemates.

meet little yuki. She's almost a year now

3.My cousin's first child, our little cute 'aina.

4. It has been my 3rd year in engineering field. Doing things like welding, casting,wiring, automotive stuffs kinda grabs my attention. Even though I know I'm not as strong or fast-learner  as the guys in my class but honestly I do enjoy these stuff.

Dreaming of getting  a dean's list plague?work really2 hard next sem

5. And I know that  achieving cgpa above 3.5; is not easy. Lots of hard work and sustain good study plan is indeed important.

6. Talking about love and relationships. I somehow regret having a relationship with someone I known so short notice. Its maybe the urge of having a boyfriend in the same university when ur environment tells it. I did something stupid by challenging myself when my hearts actually tells me not to do so.

7. Talk about friendship. Indeed it is hard to find friends that will go through hardships with you. Some of them you decided to keep them apart because the closer you get the more pain u will get. Some of them u called just to sleepover at their house and automatically do a slumber party together. Some of them treat you as your sister/brother. Sometimes I think its better to not have just one best friend while you can have loads of friends at the same time. Because when u have a best friend surely u would put high hopes on her/him and if she/he broke her/his promise, you'd be in pain. I decided to make my future husband as my bestfriend for eternity..wah berangan2 hehe

8. Turning 22 seems a very young age for me to get married but some of my friends already got married. It shows that they are ready to hold their responsibility as a wife/husband to their spouse. at this age some of them already bought a  car, a house and has a secured job so apa tunggu lagi kan. kawen jela kalau da mampu.

9. I'm a self-proclaimed fashion geek and I bought unbranded clothes. before I don't mind wrapping my scarf uncovering the chest but now it is vital to cover your chest. fashion2 gak. aurat tu harus jaga.

Something About Love and Life

ok I took these words from one of my faculty mates blog..very inspiring

KADANGKALA ORANG YANG PALING MENCINTAIMU ADALAH ORANG YANG TIDAK PERNAH MENYATAKAN CINTANYA PADAMU KERANA ORANG ITU TAKUT KAU BERPALING DAN MENJAUHINYA.
DAN BILA DIA SUATU MASA HILANG DARI PANDANGANMU.....KAU AKAN MENYEDARI DIA ADALAH CINTA YANG TIDAK PERNAH KAU SEDARI....

USAH DIRATAPI PERPISAHAN DAN KEGAGALAN BERCINTA KERANA HAKIKATNYA JODOH ITU BUKAN DI TANGAN MANUSIA.
ATAS KASIH SAYANG TUHAN KAU DAN DIA BERTEMU DAN ATAS LIMPAHAN KASIH-NYA JUA KAU DAN DIA DIPISAHKAN BERSAMA HIKMAH YANG TERSEMBUNYI. PERNAHKAH KAU TERFIKIR KEBESARAN-NYA ITU?


credits to ahmad muzakkir

Congratulations my sister!!!

A big news for the family. My baby sister Jaynina Rosli got straight A's (9A's) for PMR. Seriously its something unexpected coz I've seen the way she studies at last minute and do her homework the night before submission. Totally different from the way I studied when I was her age. During my PMR years  usually I would sleep around 12 and do lots of exercise coz I wanna compete against my classmates. So I make sure I sleep by 12 and during that time history and maths were my favourite subjects. But its fate that decide. I got 7A's only. 1B which is geography that I never get B and 1C that is arabic languange which I know I didn't work hard on that subject. But my sister loves that subject. Good for her.

So for that I'd promised to treat her at Seoul Garden (which is an all-u-can-eat korean buffet that cost rm25 per person) if she managed to beat my results. ok nina do come over here in Malacca then I'll treat u :)

my sis with all the straight A's students in her school

with beloved mom

I took this from my mom's fb status

Interfac Games 2011

Or in malay sukan antara faculty ( SAF) that we usually called. A once a year event our university would held. this year was my 2nd time joining since last year. Game?guess what, its tennis!!yeah I know I'm not such a Maria Sharapova type and I know I don't really contribute much (seriously I don't) but hey we manage to get in 3rd place..not bad huh :p. Overall the event was fun,full of screaming and cheering, which obviously is important in any sports event. Our faculty's cheering team, 'ultras fkm' mostly were our 4th year students. they are sooo hectic and loud. Pian almost lost his voice leading the ultras.. Gonna miss those cheerios..next year won't be the same without them..oh did I mention that our faculty of mechanical engineering @ FKM won for this years SAF? yup2 we won with 10 golds (not sure actually)...but the winning part.. I ain't lying..we won for 2 years in a row :)..I didn't bring a camera which obviously I can't afford to have one so I only use my phone and 'stole' some pictures from my friends tagged photos from facebook.

amer and poce in action

views from the hockey field..right next to our tennis court

waiting our turns

my classmates which played softball and handball

congrats fkm!!!

3rd place!!!

the handball team..3 of my classmates participate but karen didn't show up at the last day..oh u remember my good listener friend?he's also in the picture

with khairul a.k.a tan sri

yeay!! :D

penyampaian piala pusingan

the team that contribute...me and sara?yeah i know we're not in the picture..hmmphh

gilaness

the ultras

so I think overall it was fun and exciting. I realised that my post was a little late since we have been busy with tests and assignments showering us. Till my next post :)